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I'm not really updating. Just merely saying that it's amazing how things can change in less than a year.
'blessed is this life and i'm gonna celebrate being alive'
- 'blessed' : brett dennan
'life is beautiful. but it's complicated, we barely make it. we don't need to understand. there are miracles.'
- 'life is beautiful' : vega 4
I'm happy. With myself and with my life. And no one can take that away from me. <3
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| So it's been a really crappy week...
I'm so sorry i haven't updated in a long time...
So, in a nutshell
-my last closest friend completely walked out of my life
-i've been insanely busy since school started
-since he walked out i've been insanely lonely
-i woke up crying for two nights in a row after he left
-i've been really stressed
And that was my week.
Couple good things happened...
-I got in touch w/ my old friend online and now we're talking like we used to
-I have a BIG crush on this guy in my Lit and Arguments class (he's really cute and really deep... lol... I just started college and I haven't had a crush in forever so I feel like a little girl... lol, I haven't even talked to him yet)
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The truth is;
She misses him even though
he was never technically hers
and really, that's what makes it so unbearable
I don't think you can wait for someone
to fly underneath you and save your life.
I think you have to save yourself.
it's completely impossible
to find a guy who won't hurt you.
so instead, go for the guy
who will make the pain worthwhile.
And that was it. All this buildup to a great leap, and
I didn't fall or fly. Instead I found myself back on the
edge of the cliff, blinking, wondering if I'd ever jumped
at all. It's not supposed to be like this.
Being without you takes a lot of getting used to.
I should learn to live with it, but I don't want to.
everytime i see him, i can't help but think
"i wonder if he still thinks i'm pretty"
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I'm sorry it's such a small update!!
But I've gotta get back to my Lit and Arguments class (which i'm in right now! =P)
Here's a quote from the cute boy in my class (his name is Mark)
"Love doesn't just happen... you have to allow yourself to love and be loved."
<3
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| It's amazing how much can happen in a week and a half...
I'm so sorry I haven't updated in a few
I've just been very lost
I am not a healthy person for anyone to like/love
I feel...
morose...
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